I recently fall in love in purple <3
People say you will never know the meaning of life because you are the one who needs to mean it. But I am usually lost due to that statement. Life is never easy for me. Probably my bad habit leads me into this far, but I dont think it is all wrong. I am convincing my self that I am on my way to the best place. However, who will remind me if I am about to step on the other false direction? I always lean on You, the invisible with the greatest power. What time is it? In Indonesia it is 00.34 AM, meaning that I am supposed to sleep since I have morning class tomorrow. But again and again, my body isnt aware I gotta go to bed and just close my eyes. If depression is when somebody doesnt know how to differentiate which one is real and not, I am sure now I am absolutely depressed.
I used to think life is gonna be as smooth as what Mom said and planned. But time proves theres nothing free goals, theres only a free will which might deliver me into two kinds of world : peacefulness or sorrow. the first great one consists of my wishes when I was a kid, my tears, half of my soul and my future. and another second consists of a thing that makes me terrified the most. I am sure when I follow His ways, I am going to enter the first. I just need to believe, dont I?
Thats all for my effusion, grumbling is not good but its good enough to drag somethings out. Here are some photos of my friends and I, we spent our weekend happily. I am glad I have those friends who are always there to back me up. 'Tho all of us are separated and yet I still wish we are gonna be friends forever. I love you guys (: